If you want religious enlightenment you cannot go searching for it. If you do not want religious enlightenment, you will not go searching for it. Religious enlightenment can only be found by those who will not seek it. You can only search for religious enlightenment after you have found it. If you find it after a search, you will discover that what you find is different from what you sought. If you find it after not searching for it, you will discover that you regret not having searched for it, even though you know that you would not have found what you were seeking.